Don't wanna be sly and abide you 
Desecrate my mind every night 'n' you 
I just wanna break this ground, but it's hard when I'm so run down 
And you're so cynical, narcissistic cannibal 
Trying to bring myself back again 
 
Sometimes I hate the life I made 
Everything's wrong everytime 
Pushing on I can't escape 
Everything that comes my way 
It's haunting me, taking it's sweet time 
 
Holding on I'm lost in a haze. 
Fighting life till the end of my days. 
 
Don't wanna be rude but I have to. 
Nothings good about the hell you put me through 
I just need to look around, see the life that has come unbound. 
And you're so cynical, narcissistic cannibal 
Trying to bring myself back from the dead 
 
Sometimes I hate the life I made 
Everything's wrong everytime 
Pushing on I can't escape everything that comes my way. 
It's haunting me, taking it's sweet time. 
 
Sometimes I hate the life I made 
Everything's wrong everytime 
Pushing on I can't escape everything that comes my way. 
It's haunting me, taking it's sweet time. 
 
Holding on I'm lost in a haze. 
Fighting life till the end of my days. 
 
Holding on I'm lost in a haze. 
Fighting life till the end of my days.