Looking back at me I see 
That I never really got it right 
I never stopped to think of you 
I'm always wrapped up in 
Things I cannnot win 
You are the antidote that gets me by 
Something strong 
Like a drug that gets me high 
 
What I really meant to say 
Is I'm sorry for the way I am 
I never meant to be so cold to you 
 
And I'm sorry about all the lies 
Maybe in a different light 
You could see me stand on my own again 
Cause now i can see 
You were the antidote that got me by 
Something strong like a drug that got me high 
I never meant to be so cold 
 
I never really wanted you to see 
The screwed up side of me that I keep 
Locked inside of me so deep 
It always seems to get to me 
I never really wanted you to go 
So many things you should have known 
I guess for me theres just no hope 
I never meant to be so cold